Why Why Tell Me Why

I bought “Rich dad-retire young retire rich” yesterday. Rich dad’s series are some of the books that I like reading during my free time because it inspired me of how a life could live, which is how to live rich.

I just covered the 1st chapter which is talking about the leverage of our mind. It says that the power which drives one to retire young is not because he/she knows how to do it, is because, deep inside his/her mind, the reasons why he/she want to retire young and rich are very strong. This is true, I think. If someone doesn’t know why he wants to be rich, everyday just talks about how to be rich, talking of venturing a business, talking of being a big boss, talking of he would get rich even though he failed badly in examination and so on. For me, these are nonsense. They don’t make any sense to me, because the person who is saying this, his hands are doing nothing, his buttock is sticking to the chair and he is not going anywhere, just talks, opens his big mouth.

So, why I want to retire young and retire rich?
The answer for first why would be, ever since I knew that, people go for job because of money, people go for money because of living, I noticed that my parents have quarrelled about living for years, even until now. Frankly speaking, I hate this happens. I knew that, I must do something to change my family condition.

My mom has been working for nearly 30 years, and my dad working for his own, owning a small construction company. Both of them have worked very hard for decades, and after giving birth to three of us, my brother, sister and me, I think they have working harder and harder since then, for our living. My mom is an employee, and my dad is a self-employer, but, after years of hardworking, they are still working! I don’t want to be like them, honestly. I want to live freely with my love ones, and pay bills without feeling any burden. This is my second why.

Even though I am not in a relationship officially, nor I am married, I know that if I am in love with someone, and I am financially in trouble, it would make our relationship bad. We may quarrel for the living, for money, even if something minor happened, we might just quarrel. I do not want the scenes happened in my house replay again in my future. This would be my last why.

Hope all this whys will eventually taking off my doubtfulness and laziness, and drive me to retire young and retire rich.

人间地狱

这个世界上，有什么东西什么事情让你最难受的？
这个世界上，有几样东西是让我觉得很难忍受的，但是，最近有一样东西，让我真的痛苦的，叫天不应，叫地不闻。简直是人间地狱。

我最近开学了，和朋友在靠近大学的地方租了一间单层排屋。一开始还觉得很不错，所以租了下来。
在还没有开学前，我的朋友就曾告诉我那里好热了。但是我却万万没想到，他妈的，原来是那么热的。再加上晚上蚊子军团的攻击，他妈的，他们两个的配合，实在是天衣无缝。

我第一晚睡觉的时候，一开始，没什么蚊子的，所以我就开了一点点门。这时就够力了，蚊子军团乘虚而入，左叮叮，右叮叮，左脚叮两次，右手叮四五粒，叮地我超级痒的。
过后呢，我的室友也顶不顺了，立刻关门，关窗，关的密不透风。因为密不透风，空气不流通，整间房变sauna了！不知那样，那些和我们困在一起的蚊子，还没饱的那些，又在叮来叮去！

就这样，我从半夜十二点开始挣扎到第二天七点早上。好好一个人变成了熊猫。他妈的。